Mock Neck's & Oversized Crew Knits
Know what I realized today?
I love to work hard. This realization came about as I literally trekked through the snow to get to my shift. And here is the best part, I didn't mind at all. You see, I was proud of myself for being out there in the first place. I gain HAPPY fuel by grinding and expanding my work ethic. My confidence also comes from this place. With that said, it has been a trying week so far. The last two days I have been bed ridden and unable to lift my head from the pillow. I caught a bug and was also dealing with severe head pain. I suffer from migraines which definitely contributed to my sickness but I was also unable to hold much food down. I have been weak and beating myself up mentally because I wasn't spending my time getting ahead. I am quite hard on myself, but I hate feeling like I am wasting time. There are just so many things I want to do this year!
I am already off to a pretty good start with my jobs and to be honest it isn't killing me. Doing what I love all day whether it is basketball or fashion, it simply flies by. I love my team this year and know that they have the potential win. I can also style people all day and be empowered by the other stylists around me. I am honestly doing exactly what I want to be doing everyday and I am grateful that it is all happening.
I hadn't realized how beneficial the people you work with are to your life. I always went into jobs trying to be as quiet as possible to keep my business to myself. But currently I am surrounded by such style savvy leaders and positive pushers. I'm really feeling it. Just being around it everyday has gotten my juices flowing again thinking about my own business. My job inspires me, and I haven't felt that in a while. I love my stylist bae's 😩🙌🏽💕 they are everything. Each one packs their own style and attitude and I am really enjoying getting to know them all :)
I am just so excited for the second week of the new year. Tomorrow is Sunday and you know that is my favorite day. Thankfully I have the day off so expect blog-posts because I have been feeling the urge to write lately. I just want to make sure to get everything down. Every year I realize how important my writing is to me. Usually around the New Year I look back on old posts just to reminisce about the things that have happened or the days that I have had. I realized I wasn't using enough detail, I was left hanging and wanted to remember more but I hadn't written it. This year I will be better about getting my thoughts down. This also goes back to my favorite saying "it's the little things" - I have to do better paying attention to the little things around me. Making sure to capture the beauty of my situation in words or in photographs.
Be back soon.
Xo The Beautiful Bostonian